Stranger Companion
Even if I let go the loyalty
of Yours
Shall never lose the desire of
Yours [1]
Humbling myself like the dust
of Your steps
Can never un-love the dust of
feet of Yours
If the bird of my life flying
off the nest
Shall descend upon the earth
of court of Yours
I hope to be the target for
the destiny’s arrow [2]
So I lose my life for the
pleasure of Yours
Whom can I behold in Your place
There is non-else for I, ever
in place of Yours
Your bondage equals a thousand
freedoms [3]
Reigns the beggar who begs of
Yours
No surprise Your prayers
chants for life
Indeed my chants day and night
invocations of Yours
How can I ever deserve to
serve You
Except not turning my face
from the insults of Yours [4]
Not a stranger, those
estranged Self [5]
Those strangers are companions
of Yours
If Khajoo gazes upon other
than You
Eyes turn into waters from the
shame of Yours [6]
[1] Human being may lose the obedience
of his or her Master by committing deeds and uttering words unworthy of
the servitude to The Majesty. However Khajoo has uncovered a gem by
narrating to us that in spite of all our sins and wickedness the love
and desire for the beauty and affection of the Creator can never depart
from our heart.
[2] Sufi rushes towards the next moment
of earthly life in anticipation that it will be indeed the last of all
moments. Matters not the next moment brings good fortune or evil,
comfort or hardship, the moment brings the anticipation of meeting the
Almighty in person and if life continues, the moment brings yet another
gashed wound to the heart anew.
[3] Prophet Abraham was chained abound
thrown into a bonfire, punishment for his monotheism, however the fire
burned not his skin but the chains and he was freed in this word and the
word after. Khajoo has uncovered another jewel, beg Allah
non-stop for all things and you will be like Prophet Abraham. Because he
constantly begged Allah not just for himself but for others as well,
Koran: 11-75
[4] By insults Khajoo means that
hardships of life are no more than few insults here and there and in
reality not much harm comes to humanity. But no one can serve Allah if
they cannot endure these hardships and discomforts, hence no turning
face to the insults.
[5] Have you noticed your constant
yearning to look for friends and lovers and etc… this is the innate
estrangement Khajoo narrates: You are constantly running away from
yourself to others’ company to avoid spending time with Your Self,
therefore its best to run away from Your Self and choose Allah’s
companionship instead of people’s.
[6] When your heart squeezed out of the
eyes, and tears squeezed from the almonds of your eyes, that is the
precise moment when you are reminded: "you gazed upon other than Allah",
you turned your lustful eyes away from your Creator and beheld the
false pleasures of others. All this can be cherished from the saying of
Mustafa Peace Be Upon Him: “(Allah) Be the pleasure of my eyes and the
pleasure of my ears”. When Allah drowns your irises in the boiling
fountains of tears, it is the bath that cleans the impurities blinding
the clear vision of yours. This is not a punishment from your Allah;
this is the way Ar-Rahman cleanses your eyes. Do not lose heart to
disappointment; there is nothing better than drowning in the copious
waters of shame of Allah. If your eyes are white from boiling of tears,
then believe not this being the hatred from your Allah; rejoice that it
was the edict from the Sultan of Love to return back to The Majesty, The
Beloved wants Its love back i.e. YOU. Let the tears blind your eyes and
rubout your vision so never again you look upon others. Take this
advice from the eye-less lion…
© 2003-2002,
Dara Shayda