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A
well-learnt Aref has found no description of You [1]
Except You
are above and beyond all descriptions for sure
Admiration
of You, some narrated from the infinite’s rim of all visions
Like
telling a blind praises about the luster of Sun sincere
Beauty
comes not from lovely eyes, hair or a mole [2]
Even
without any pretty face, You have our heart stolen
Traceless
since You are so close but feels afar
No word
from You, madly thinking about You after all
Truth is:
all good and bad bounces from us to ourselves
Otherwise,
befriending You for sure keeps all away [3]
Only You
can admire and adore Your own Self
Otherwise
Wesaal dares not to praise You, Never! [4]
[1] Aref is an Alem a
knowledgeable person who has been given knowledge as a gift from Allah
without learning from books or others. Wesaal narrates that even the
highest of all Arefs can tell us only one fact, “There is no
description of Allah”. Any thought, imagination, words, sounds,
pictures or technologies rendering nothing close to reality of the
Creator. And if you came across such a paramount feat, then you have
heard about something other than Allah. Mankind thrives at this
contradiction. Mankind is able deep within conceive something beyond
words, time or description or without any volition of his or her own,
similar to migratory birds flying south for winter, which likens the
redolence of fragrance in all directions. One can smell the fabulous
scent but no clue to what the smell is or where it originates. Somehow
this unusual experience translates itself to our proximity to the
Creator.
[2] In Persian culture mole on
women’s face especially close to the lips is considered a privilege of
beauty and exoticness. Beauty is from Allah. And beauty needs no
material to beautify in our heart. Allah is beautiful, we sense and
feel this beauty each and every second. However Allah needs no physical
face for us to observe the beauty.
[3] I am tired of my own
affairs. I am tired of people’s affairs. I am tired of follies I call
human affairs. Wesaal narrates: “Befriend the Creator then you will be
pushed far away from all human affairs whether good or bad and all
affairs become clearly to be under the command of Allah”. When you open
the papers in the morning and read about the atrocities and massive
pain and you feel tired and exhausted of yourself and people that is an
edict from Allah to befriend the Creator to be saved from getting mixed
with the affairs of people. Befriend the Creator and you are mixed only
with Its affairs. Whether the affairs brings you joy or sorrow,
hardship or ease, matters not! It is Allah’s affairs and that is the
moment of GHALBEN SALIM or true/sound human heart. (Koran Ash-shoara
The Poets [26:89])
[4] Such arrogance I find
within myself thinking that I am able to praise my Creator. Wesaal says
in the beginning of the poem and later concludes, “Hey! You can not
even describe It what makes you think you can praise It!?” How I have
deceived myself for over 40 years that I am and I can praise my Lord!
What arrogance. Wesaal says Never! He narrates it is Allah who praises
Allah and only by It Self by Its own volition alone, and if my tongue
and heart and pen is subjected to Its will at the time, then I am the
subject busy in Its praise! Else it is another form of arrogance. Let
Allah praise Allah and be in between so you praised Allah.
Nothing in
my heart other than the dawn of my love
In these
ruins, what else to expect other than the rays of Sun [1]
Unfound
amongst the pages of books the secrets of love
Knowledge
of seeking the Lord and the books afar [2]
Tricking
this life closing my eyes to see my love in dreams [3]
But there
is no way, not even a moment, lovers can fall asleep
Wesaal is
given life by love and seeks the true love
Like fish
in the sea, I rush around but where do the waters run?
[1] This is an example of
superb clarity in Wesaal’s work. He asks, “What do you find amongst the
ruins in some place where all things are destroyed and messed?”.
Amongst the ruins each dawn you see the rise of the Sun and nothing
else of value. Similarly he narrates that worldly life and his personal
desires have demolished his heart to the point that it is just a ruin!
And what does he expect ever to see amongst these ruins? Dawn of the
Sun, the face of the Beloved the Creator. Who & what else? Let this
life ruin you by all means be it money, companions, family, war and
health… see yourself as the ruins and await in a few hours shall rise
the Face of the Beloved like a sun to set you alight.
[2] The secrets of seeking
Allah are only in one place, deep within your heart. However as with
your face, you are not able to view yourself without an external aid
e.g. mirror or camera… similarly you cannot behold your heart without
an external help. That mirror is your life history and incidents. What
people did and say to you and vice-a-versa. If you seek pages to read
to seek Allah, then read the pages of your past life. You wont find
anything in books at schools.
[3] Close your eyes pretend
you are asleep, better pretend you are dead. Trick this life into
ignoring you may be then even for a small moment of time a flash of
Beloved can be seen.
You have
not exited yourself so how can you seek the Lord
How can
you seek the heal of the medicine when not in pain [1]
You are
drunken entire life worshipping your self abound
You know
nothing of your self, how can you teach about Allah
You did
not break the idols with the rock of repentance [2]
How could
you stop our worship of self, guiding to the right way
Even if
you bring me to the knees, it is not fair
To
complain about my Beloved to strangers [3]
If Your
Majesty passed by Your flock, glance upon us [4]
Since its
only fair for Sultan to look over the beggars
[1] Wesaal has heard from
Koran the descent of healing to mankind amogst its verses (Koran
Al-Isra [17:82]). But how can this be a medicine for a heart that is no
aching? Like taking painkillers for a body that is not in pain.
Analgesic living of today’s life, when we feel no pain because it was
numbed by material wealth and pleasures, is the exact target of this
poem.
[2] Not stopping one from evil
doings and speech is equal to worship of idols. Because then you are
worship your self.
[3] No matter what a lover
does to you, you never complain to strangers, then why is it that
always we complain about the Creator? Answer is evident, we do not love
the Beloved.
[4] Word HESHMAT has been use
which means Majesty but if change the sounds to HASHMAT means the flock
or subjects. This is common in Farsi poetry to extend multiple meanings
of the words for a verse. Actually it was a way to boast about one’s
poetic prowess.
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gold leaf calligraphy reading: "Allah is One"
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Dara Shayda