Lesson Seventeen
The Beloved every moment
through the portals of Attributes (Sifaat) shows a de
novo face to the lover and the eyes of the lover every moment is
illuminated by
a different light and realize a different vision anew. Because the
more (the Beloved’s)
beauty is offered, love conquers more and the more love subdues, Its
beauty
better manifests and consequently the Beloved more estranged from the
lover
until the lover suffering from the heartache of the Beloved seeks a
sanctuary
within loving. Whereupon the duality of the Beloved and the lover
(Creator and
creation) is then suddenly immixes into oneness and unity. Some have
said, “The
perception of the Divine luminous rays according the measure of
cognitive
faculties and emanation (of knowledge…) according to the measure of
(spiritual)
worth”:
If
the owl weakened by the
light of the sun
Indeed its
own enervation and
not by Its cause
The more
the surface of your
heart polished
More
radiant the reflection of
Its Light
This by itself is an eloquence
brightly elucidating: When the Beloved wills to
reveal Itself to the eyes of the lover, first by Its radiant beauty
enlightens the eyes of the lover. Therefore the lover is empowered to
see the
beauty of the Beloved and pleasured by It and once full portion of the
pleasance of this effulgent manifestation enjoyed, again some more
beauteous
beams of Its Face enlighten the eyes of the lover whereupon the lover’s
perception illuminated more than before. Similar to the thirsty
drinking the
salty water of the sea, the more he drinks the thirstier he will get.
The more
(the lover) finds the more seeks (the Beloved Creator). Prophet Peace
Be Upon
Him said, “My Lord
increase my bewilderment of Yourself (evermore)”:
For
all things unless you seek you wont find
Save for
that Beloved unless you find you seek not!
As I
glimpse upon your face more
My eyes
desire to behold you evermore
Ma-Oz Raazi wrote to
Abu-Yazid:
From
the wine of this love drunken with such intoxication
That if
taking one more sip, I am completely non-existent
Abu-Yazid wrote in response:
Drinking
love
goblet over goblet
The wine ran
out
and thirst unquenched
If a thousand
times I see you per day
I burn in desire of one more gaze
Abu Bakr Worraq said, “There
is no Farq (divide) between I
and my Lord, except that I am progressing (towards It) through
Acquiescence
(slavish obedience)” in actuality he meant, “In weakness or poverty and
in
aptitude or power indeed I am the key to treasures of Its existence”
[1]. So
someone heard this and asked, “What was the first key? (Before
Mankind)”, Koran
[6:59]:
“With It are the
keys of the unseen, the treasures that none
knoweth but It”
Abu Talib Makki said, “It is
the creator of the Nonbeing as
It is the creator of Being”[2]. Another said,
“Divine Decree does not
affect
the aptitude (of the slave’s perception) and the aptitude stays
unchanged”.
Indeed the manipulation of the Ist’daad (aptitude to perceive the Lord)
occurs
someplace specific (beyond this universe). In the universe of Unseen
(Qayb) the
Divine Edict for perceiving the Lord, within the essence of the salve
has been
fixed as an aptitude (Ist’daad). By means of this aptitude, the
revelation of
the Lord’s Being can be perceived like an eye. Once this is in place
(eye-like
within the slave’s essence) in our manifested universe (sensing with
our
senses) this aptitude causes (the existence of) another aptitude to
perceive
[3] the Lord’s external manifestations (through Sifaat i.e.
Attributes)
whereupon depending on the circumstances every moment a new Ist’daad
(Aptitude
to perceive the Lord) is offered (to the salve) upon every revelation
of the
Lord’s outer-manifests and since the Lord’s manifestations are infinite
and
each Divine Manifestations begets/requires a specific knowledge
therefore the
capacity for slave’s knowledge has no bounds! [4]
The people who solely place
their judgment upon reasoning
think that once reaching the destination, the goal is attained and
finally the
object of the desire simply reunited. Far Out! The destination to unite
with
the Beloved is placed at the infinite end of all infinities!? Then how
can It
be reached? When does the path end? How can one find the way through
infinite
path? Then what use even to move towards It?
If the seekers are not excited
by the frenzy of a passion,
not seeking the most noble the loftiest, then they may halt at any
moment
content with an inferior result (if the path was not infinite) and for
those
reaching the end of this infinite path, “Wherein they
shall dwell: no change
will they wish for from them”(Koran
[18:108]). [5]
End.
[1] The
act of traversing
through Acquiescence to Beloved is
likened to a key to a treasure. Beloved is the treasure and the
traversal of
Acquiescence the key to It. Now this key could be within us during the
high
times of affluence, knowledge and power or during the low times of
ailment,
poverty and weakness! No matter which state we are, we are traversing
the
boundaries of obedience towards It, hence a key regardless of our
condition.
[2] Most
people think that
nonbeing is the default statement
of being nonexistence and for the most part an imaginary state. In
Sufism
there
is another universe where we dwell when we are nonbeing. This universe
is the
subject of much Tahqiq (research) by Sufis.
[3] First
Ist’daad (aptitude
to perceive) is for perceiving
the Lord’s Being and that cannot occur in this universe we are in. This
aptitude causes the worldly aptitude of perceiving the Lord via Its
manifestations, namely through the Sifaat (Attributes) e.g. Divine
Mercy,
Divine Guidance, Divine Provision and so on.
[4] I
found this conclusion
shocking. That although man is a
finite object to the best of our ability nonetheless he can be
cognizant of
infinite knowledge! Because the Beloved reveals Itself to us moment
upon moment
in a different manifest and each manifest begets a specific knowledge
to see
the manifest, thus the boundless ability of the Man’s Divine cognition.
[5]
Which means once the lover goes through all the
uncertainties and hardships of path of Love then the end is an eternal
abode
where there is no further change desired or caused by anyone, since
change is
what experienced e.g. trees going by, exits going by, weather changing,
a
characteristic throughout the path but not an attribute of the end
abode. There
at the end there is no order of before-after or past-future these are
for
here and
now.
© 2004-2002,
Dara Shayda