Chapter 4, Section 4
Wajd & Wojood [0]
Meaning of ‘Wajd’ is a
consciousness within the heart
emanated from the Lord, which separates the Man from Self by means of
an
overpowering attribute of either beatitude or melancholy [1].
Jonaid said,
“Wajd (Divine Consciousness) is the truncation of the Sifaat
(Attributes) while
the human essence imbued with beatitude”. Abul-Abbas Ataa said, “Wajd
(Divine
Consciousness) is the truncation of the Sifaat (Attributes) while the
human
essence imbued with melancholy”. The subject of the Wajd (Divine
Consciousness)
is a person whose Self’s Sifaat (Attributes) still cloaking him while
veiled from
the Lord by his own existence. But from time to time, there are
openings within
the veils where Divine Rays shine through upon him and he becomes
conscious of
the Lord. However abruptly the veils close off and the Divine Presence
lost
again. Therefore Wajd (Divine Consciousness) roams in between the two
consecutive losses of Divine Presence. The term ‘Wojood’ in this
context means
the loss, absence and nihility of the existence of the Wajid (Finder)
underneath the subduing Divine Beams (replaced by finding the Lord):
My Wojood
is when I am absent from my Self
By what
transforms me anew facing the Divine Presence (Jonaid)
Therefore Wajd (Divine
Consciousness) is transient and
Wojood (Finding the Lord and losing one’s Self) Qadim (immemorially
preexistent
and ancient). Zan-Noon said, “One’s being is subsisting upon the
(physical)
existence but Wajd (Divine Consciousness) subsisting upon Wajid
(Finder)” [2].
In other words, the subject of Wajd is still subsisting upon his own
existence
and Self is not annihilated but when becomes conscious (Wajd) and finds
the
Lord (becomes a Wajid) and finally subject’s being is reduce to nil and
entirely
subsists upon the Wojood (existence of the found Lord) everlastingly.
Therefore
in reality the status of Wajid (Finder) is the loss of (physical) being
and
loss of Wajid is the Wojood (Finding the Lord). Shebly adumbrated this,
“When I
suspected that I lost it I found It and when I suspected I found it I
lost It”
[3]. Whoever is veiled by Wajd (Divine Consciousness)
whereupon cloaking his
own existence, Wajd causes beatitude within him. On the contrary,
whomever
senses the presence of Wajd (Divine Consciousness) he loses the
perception of
Wajd (blocking the sublime view of the Lord) and thus happiness leaves
him
melancholy. Jonaid eloquently versed this:
The
reflections of Wajd in every mirror beatifies me
However
anything standing in front of the mirror obscures
them
Only when
within Wajd you find repose you shall find bliss
[4]
Since in
Divine Presence lost is the very Wajd itself
Wajd (Divine Consciousness) is
the preamble to Wojood
(Finding the Lord). The castle of Wojood is besieged and Wajd is each
catapult
that lands within this fortress thrown from the universe of Divine
Affinity
until such time the castle of Wojood surrenders and Wajd (Divine
Consciousness)
becomes Wojood (Finding of the Lord by a lover). Therefore the
outer-limits of
Wajd is Woojood.
Abul-Hassan Noori said, “The
Wajd (Divine Consciousness) is
the absence of physical existence by means of Mojood (Divine
Existence)”. And
what Shebly said, “The Wajd (Divine Consciousness) is the manifestation
of the
Mojood (Divine Existence Available)”.
Over all Wajd (Divine
Consciousness) is in congruence with the
essence of Tawhid (Divine Oneness) but if Wajd’s amplitude is too high
then it
is the very denial of Tawheed (since the lover is busied with
instruments or
transports that carries him towards the Beloved and less affectionate
and
attentive for Beloved) and again versed beautifully by Shebly:
If close
by me, Wajd is away from Divine Presence
Might as
well all be the rejection and deniance
Since the
witnessing of the Divine presence
Afar from
the presence of my very existence
‘Tawaajod’ is the practice and
seeking of the Wajd (Divine
Consciousness). And this normally achieved through meditation, learning
or
following the people who know this art. Although this is a practice
involving
physical effort and interfacing people, it is not going against the
grain of
the Wajd (Divine Consciousness), which requires total absence of Self
and all
around it. And this is in accordance to Shariah (Divine Law) i.e.
people are
allowed to learn and practice to perfect the art of Wajd (Divine
Consciousness).
Tawaajod is the characteristic
of those on the beginning of
the Sufi path, Wajd (Divine Consciousness) characteristic of the people
traveling on the Path (Salek) and finally Wojood (Finding) the
characteristic
of the people of reunion (those who reach Beloved).
End.
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‘Wojood’ is an Arabic word whose root is ‘Wajad’ which
means ‘to find’ and subsequently ‘Wojood’ means ‘finding’ i.e.
existence, if
something exists it can be found and vice-a-versa. The Arabic word
‘Wajid’
means either the finder or finding or someone who is in love (seeker of
love)!
So in our Sufi context ‘Wajid’ is a ‘finder and a lover’ like a lover
looking
to find his love. And ‘Wojood’ in our context means ‘Finding the Lord’
and losing
the Self! The Sufism’s Lost & Found!
‘Mojood’ means found or
existing and in our context it means
Divine Existence that is allowed Itself to be found at any moment if
the lover
is emanated with the Wajd (Divine Consciousness). It could have been
that Beloved
would not allow anyone to know of It or be able to seek It and finally
find It.
But It has blessed us, by attributing Itself to be Mojood i.e. existing
and available as well to be
found, talked to, love to…
When Sufis write about ‘Wajd’
they describe it as something
that enters the heart or emanates into it. So it is like injected
consciousness.
[1] ‘Wajd’
in Arabic means passion, ardor or ecstasy of
love. Another sibling derivate is ‘Wejdaan’ which means emotional life,
psychic
forces and sentiments. Amalgamating these two words together ‘Wajd’ is
translated into ‘Lover’s Divine Consciousness’ and since all my
writings is
about lovers the abbreviation ‘Divine Consciousness’ is applied.
[2] In our
ordinary lives we subsist upon food, air, money,
home, tissues of our body, molecules and etc. When the ‘Wajd’ emanates
from the
Lord upon the heart, then we become a Wajid (Finder of the Divine) and
that is
accomplished by loss of Self and complete disconnection from our
physical
existence (save the heart beat and breathing and etc). Therefore in
this state
the subject subsists upon being a Finder of the Divine (Wajid).
[3] The
sentence is poetic it should really be, “When I
suspected that I lost it (my Self’s being) I found It (The Lord) and
when I
suspected I found it (my Self’s being) I lost It (The Lord) ”
[4] The
word ‘repose’ means to be free from all activities
spiritual or emotional or physical. Even to be free from the Wajd
itself.
Because sensing the presence of Wajd causes a blockage to view the
Beloved.
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2004-2002, Dara Shayda