The Silken Cocoon
Your nightly dreams suffice me, therefore with moon
What
business have I?
Lain within the dusk's silken cocoon, therefore with dawn
What
business have I?
I prostrate to kiss Your courtyard, lips without words [1]
Since I am content with the dust, therefore with sugar
What
business have I?
I see not those smiling lips fearing for my life [2]
Stones thrown afar, then with pearls and jewels
What
business have I?
I was fathered so that one day You would kill me
Otherwise playing with you handsome lad [3]
What
business have I?
If it is dying from Your love destinal, fine!
Then questioning the destiny and fate [4]
What
business have I?
I am called to piety and lured into pleasures
Your sorrow and I, with other affairs
What
business have I?
Divorce the heart, mind and reasoning Khosrow
Going around Your valley with this bunch [5]
What
business have I?
End.
[1]
Prostrating one’s face upon the ground like placing the
lips on dust to kiss to respect to adore the Lordship of Beloved,
leaves no
room for words on the lips. And if one has gone that far, silent dusted
lips,
why would he want the sugar of this life? That dust is sweeter than any
sugar.
[2]
According to Araqi terminology, lips to mean words
relating to revelations and words of holy messengers and prophets. Here
he acts
like the lips are that of a beautiful woman guarded and he is chased
away by
stones leaving the jewels of her lips behind because of fear for his
life. The
jewels of lips are indication of precious and rare words from Beloved.
Here the
poet is talking about this life chasing him away from the words of his
Creator.
Note that lips do not mean Beloved has mouth and teeth...
[3] Man
is born only to be killed by the Creator the giver/taker
of all life. So the poet finds other than that reason there is no other
cause then why he
has to play with this boy i.e. himself. To play means to deal with
himself in
this life. So the only reason man has to deal with himself is to
prepare for
Beloved’s will to wheel him away from life.
[4] If
truly I am dying because of excess of love for Beloved
i.e. a lover obsessed by the love of his Beloved, then does my fate and
destiny in
this life matter?
[5] “Your valley” refers to the valley of love or path
of love where words lose their meanings, reasoning evaporates, good and
evil
become one, happiness and sorrow become one, bliss and afflictions one,
there
is no distance, there is no step, no past no future and above all no
more 'I'…
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2003-2002, Dara Shayda